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I've been reading a tome on the natural history of California. I just finished reading a portion about the laws of thermodynamics. It's the second law of thermodynamics that's blowing me away.
Energy can be converted from one form to another, but transformations are never completely efficient.
Disorder (entropy) tends to occur during energy transformations; therefore to create order or put things in a precise arrangement, requires more energy than can be reclaimed later.
I'm thinking this law must also apply to spiritual matters. Like God can pour his grace into us all the live-long day, but we can only convert 1% of this grace into anything fruitful.
Perhaps this explains why, after years of spiritual struggle, all that came from me was a pea-sized grape that quickly withered and fell to the ground where ants fed upon it until they were drunk with joy. A handful of drunk ants. This is my spiritual contribution to the universe. Christ was crucified for a handful of drunk ants.
Fuck. Hopefully I can use the law of thermodynamics as a justifiable excuse on Judgment Day.
I'm at least going to use it as an excuse to not clean the house today.
Forgive me.
Energy can be converted from one form to another, but transformations are never completely efficient.
Disorder (entropy) tends to occur during energy transformations; therefore to create order or put things in a precise arrangement, requires more energy than can be reclaimed later.
I'm thinking this law must also apply to spiritual matters. Like God can pour his grace into us all the live-long day, but we can only convert 1% of this grace into anything fruitful.
Perhaps this explains why, after years of spiritual struggle, all that came from me was a pea-sized grape that quickly withered and fell to the ground where ants fed upon it until they were drunk with joy. A handful of drunk ants. This is my spiritual contribution to the universe. Christ was crucified for a handful of drunk ants.
Fuck. Hopefully I can use the law of thermodynamics as a justifiable excuse on Judgment Day.
I'm at least going to use it as an excuse to not clean the house today.
Forgive me.
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Date: 2006-02-07 01:45 am (UTC)You would really like this book I've been reading, on chaos theory. Chaos, mathematically, is basically another name for the behavior of what they call "nonlinear dynamic systems", for example, things like the weather, the motion of water, population growth patterns of various species, fluctuations of the stock market, the thermal convection inside an oven or in a pot of water on the stove, etc. Basically, there is a sort of reverse principle to entropy in which systems that are far from thermodynamic equilibrium (ie. systems with low entropy) basically order themselves around these mathematical patterns called attractors. The whirlpools of water that you see in a running stream, for example, are attractors. Our solar system is such a nonlinear (ie. chaotic) system, and interestingly, the earth is in this really ideal yet very narrow range for biological life to exist and flourish, and so much of the action and motion we see here, both in the natural world and in human society, exists at this very fascinating place at the very edge of chaos. It's ordered enough to where we can find patterns everywhere, but close enough to chaos that there's no way we can predict much of anything in the long term simply because there are far too many variables involved, and chaotic systems are both feedback-dependent and extremely sensitive to initial conditions (for example, imagine what a different timeline your life would have evolved along had I not randomly decided to pick up a newspaper to look in the classifieds that one day in summer 1993, and happened to see the ad for the parking garage!)
Anyway, ramble ramble...
I haven't figured out which natural Law would be best to use as a justifiable excuse on Judgement day, haha. If nothing else, I'll just say "I plead the Zodiac!!" ;)
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Date: 2006-02-07 01:57 pm (UTC)As you've probably known for a long time, my ideas and thoughts about God aren't exactly the most Orthodox or even Christian. Even when I tried to tow the line, it was only a temporary thing. I range from being somewhat atheist in some ways, to being very agnostic much of the time, and when I do believe or have a sense of God, it's very much in the sense of scientific pantheism. At the very least, God seems to be an extremely subjective entity, whose nature and actions seem vry dependent on things like a) each individual's own percption and maturity level, b) culture, environment, and circumstance, and c) the degree and manner to which the individual engages God. To say that there is a "true God", objective and above all this, is both a tautology and a red herring - even the highest of mystics cannot escape their own subjectivity, on the contrary they probably moreso than most are far more deeply immersed in it!
I guess what I'm saying is, the religious term "God's Providence" is, for me, completely interchangable with the scintific term "chaotic determinism". Whether we call the determining factor "God" or "the Cosmos" seems to be a moot point, simply because there's more than enough magic and mystery and wonder and crazy synchronicity in the natural world alone, without needing to invoke any supernatural agent in attempt to explain it.
This is actually a very good realization for me personally, because it keeps my feet on the ground and my head from going too far into the clouds - and we all know what a problem I've had with that in the past! And I've noticed, for example, that the exact same mental processes are at work in me when I contemplate the world from a naturalistic perspective, as when I pray from a supernaturalistic perspective - the essence is the same, only the terminology is transposed.
But yeah, you've seen Darren Aronofsky's 'Pi', right? There's definitely something to be said for knowing when your brain is far enough in. "Seek God, but do not inquire as to the nature of His dwelling-place..." Yup, I can testify to that from firsthand experience!
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Date: 2006-02-07 06:44 am (UTC)There are drunk cockroaches too
Date: 2006-02-07 05:18 am (UTC)Re: There are drunk cockroaches too
Date: 2006-02-07 12:17 pm (UTC)But, the law of thermodynamics is responsible for the fact that only 1% of the solar energy that falls on a green plant is converted to food and only 10% of that energy is incorporated into the animal that eats it. There is a lot of energy lost in this conversion. Not God's "fault" but perhaps a result of "the fall."
And if this happens in the natural world, perhaps it also happens in the spiritual world--God's grace being his uncreated energies and us being leaky vessels of that grace.
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Date: 2006-02-07 07:21 am (UTC)If I approach a female at a certain velocity, she repels at that same velocity. To safe face, I hack it up to the laws of physics; though it probably has more to do with nature's cruel play: natural selection.
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Date: 2006-02-07 12:25 pm (UTC)Newton's Third Law makes me want to go back to bed. Why should I go to work today if Newton's third law dicates that if I go to work today my car will require an expensive repair, the cost of which is equal to the money I will earn by going to work today?
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Date: 2006-02-07 08:11 am (UTC)I have another friend on my list who goes by creactivity, and I got your names mixed up. what's so amazing is you guys think so much alike, I really thought this was her!!! I came inches from responding as if this were her post, but then realized I didn't know one person on your list of commentors.
1% of His grace is a lot, yanno.
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Date: 2006-02-07 05:57 pm (UTC)House cleaning
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